overview of what i've been doing for the past week :
1.) i forgot about my cca on tuesday and i gave it a miss .
2.) i am working at Carlton Hotel now on weekends .
3.) i haven't been spending much time with baby cuz we're both so busy .
4.) i've been seeing S for days (:
5.) i bump into T and company on saturday .
6.) made some new friends through work and in school .
7.) got myself a new backpack and i'm happy cuz i can dump all my stuffs into it !
8.) i'm saving up for a pair of sandals and addidas shoes .
9.) i finally decided what to get for baby on his 21st bday :D:D
10.) i met up with XY today .
11.) the fucking polyclinic piss me so damm badly ._.
12.) met F , J, MXand A today at Ehub !

i think that's all that i could rmb for the week and i've been feeling real tired these days .
miss baby alot and we still dun have time for each other .
hope baby w be v happy to get his bday gift cuz this is first time i'm buying stuffs for him !
i've always been cash tight , but now , i finally am able to get him things (:
and now , i'm so gonna keep up with my determination on quitting smoking .
cuz it's like burning my cash like nobody's buisness .
and right now , i'm financially stable on my own and i'm proud of it
need to get my mum's late Mother's Day present or she'll think i dun even bother .
and i'm wondering if i should sign bond with CGH
they send a letter to me alrd and i'm still thinking if i should sign the contract .
busy busy busy !

what if , i waver ?