if everyones growing up , i think i should too .
talked to E just now .
and he said he doesn't want to have gf now .
he wants to stable down his studies and his career first .
i was surprised , cuz i could really see his determination now .
then i had a super long chat with baby this morning .
i waited for his call till 5.30am in the morning , then talked to 7.30am in the morning .
talked about how we met , how we actually made it through so many issues
about the past , the present and our future .
baby told me that my attitude to him was very bad in the past .
cuz i always gave him cold shoulder and i flare up easily .
but now , though i still flare up easily , he's able to compromise with me cuz i'm throwing childish tantrums with him to get him to sayang me
so funny la , when he told me all these stuffs .
he even said , last time i'm v gentle cuz when he scold me or flare up ,
i would be the one giving in , trying to ease his anger .
and when he pinch me and " abuse " me ( for fun , not serious ) , i won't retaliate .
instead i would be acting like a little baby , giving him those " big watery eye " face .
but now , the moment he just tell me off nicely , i would retaliate by scolding and shouting at him
if he were to pinch me , i would give a combo attack which consists of punches , kicks and slaps .
in short , baby thinks i'm very violent to him and i'm so not gentle to him already .
so cute la b , stupid ass .

met up with baby today to get my medicle test done and met XY and XC at YES CAFE too .
had lunch together before heading down to guan to meet GW , GY and AK .
head to ubi to get our stuffs done and down to tampines for dinner with AS .

i made a pact with baby and he's gona be supportive this time .
i'm jobless now , so i actually rely on baby most of the time .
i'm sick of spending $10.20 everyday on a pack of cigarette .
so i told baby that i want to cut down on smoking .
i'm only to take 2 or 3 cigarettes from baby daily if i were to meet up with him .
i'm so not going to buy another pack of these little fuckers till i get rich again .
even if i were to get another pack , it has to contraband ciggarettes i guess .
and i'm gonna make sure they last me for a minimum of 4 days .
in this way , i would save up fucking lots of money .
futhermore , i asked baby for daily pocket money =/
cuz he's not working now , i ask if he's able to spon me $5 everyday .
he agreed readily and was happy to hear that i finally start to control my spending .
and this money that baby give me everyday , i'm gona save it up .
by the time school starts , i have approxiamately $120 ?
better than nothing :D
so , i shall try to keep to this plan and hopefully , things go fine and pretty (:
love you !