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Profile Lisa Goh 16 November92
Ngee Ann Poly(Nursing)
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Date: Saturday, 8 November 2008 00:56
stayed home today , and woke up rather .
talked to him in the morning , and i came to realise many things .
i feel so crap inside out , i admit , i miss you badly still
supposed to go over compass to slack with LT .
supposed to be out with my classmates , but cancelled cuz we're lazy to plan .

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i still remember all the stupid actions and jokes we share
whenever we go in group outings , we're the funniest and craziest couple around .
the way we always sream and whack each other , tease around
i rmb the time we went over to ah bao's hs ,
when we chased each other around his hs with chopper and poles .
and you pointing a penknife at me while i placed 2 chopper on ur chest
times when i start throwing temper , and i make a mess in your hs .
times where we wrestle just to bite each other as many times as possible
i rmb you bringing me along everywhere , and me doing the same
but because of my words on 2 occasions , that i hurt you .
we both stopped doing so , and the gap started to build up .
i never knew my words left such an impact on you , i apologise
you'll always keep mum about things you' re unhappy with me .
no matter what , you'l just shut up to prevent me from thinking too much and quarelling .
yes , i know you hate to quarel , you like to have happy times
you'll always forget those unhappy memories , while i always held on to them
i know you loved me , i heard alot from your friends .
i know what kind of person you are , but honestly , i can't accept it .
you thought i was oblivious to everything that you did behind me , be it good or bad
those good ones , i was super happy bout it and yes , i really know .
but the bad ones , i just want to screw you up so badly .
from the time you fnished serving NS till now ,
it's the point when our relationship really took a change .
you got really ridiculous , while i've got to put up , MATURE
most of time , you claim you love me , but your actions contradict
now i know , how you really feel .
today , i finally knew how much you put in once , but you changed .
i finally realise , you did love all along , but you took it over for granted .
as much as i hate you , it'll be as much as i miss you .
i really believe , there 's a way .
you know everything , i don't have to explain .
is up to you , i guess ?
at least i know , i'm alot happier now .
i hate you , but still , i know how much you cared , without me knowing .
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