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Profile Lisa Goh 16 November92
Ngee Ann Poly(Nursing)
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Date: Tuesday, 11 November 2008 06:00
sometimes , everything seems so warm i mistook it as reality
but just the next moment , it could take a total transformation
it sucks alot , but there's nothing much we both can do .
nothing's the same anymore , literally nothing .
one moment , i pamper you with all the sweet mumurings ending with a touch of love
one moment , i start raging into a huge tantrum and screamed at you like a lunatic .

yes , i wanted to be nice and sweet again .
but no , i cannot afford to step into this facade again .
i heard your voice , it was nothing like before .
so dead , lifeless and so drained of hope .
was i too cruel and harsh ? or was it meant to be this way
you know what i always wanted ,
but yes , i've never got what i wanted .
you know how tough it is , to be going through this every day and night ?
you can't see it , others can't too
but im so caught up in all these incidents , that i can't enjoy at all .

it doens't matter much , and no matter how hard you try
you can never change the facts .
you can never fill up that empty space ,
and i , could never go back to the past again .


i know , i should let it go already .
im dragging too much time , i know
i'm sorry .
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