i haven't been blogging for a long time
cuz i can't find the mood , zzz
but i guess i shan't be lazy so i'm gonna post up overdue fotos (:
and i'm still grumbling cuz i've yet to recieve ALL my photos , sian
also , i seem to be very very mean to MR S nowadays
but still , i'm very very very nice okay :D
i miss YH ! i miss talking to cutie pie and so does YH !
YH tells me that we ain't that close after that huge fight .
so we made a pact not to quarel anymore ! ;D
been a long time since i last met up with XY ;( , take care there honey and loves !


had class chalet from 17th to 19th , and i'm gonna see all the school people on wed night !


4C ' 08 <3

and i went sentosa on the 15th with S , WX , M
it was just the three of us so it was a little boring
M left and we went to meet up with R and LJ before heading to S's house for sleepover
learned how to play mahjong and chatted alot with the girls .
BIG THANKS TO THEM FOR CELEBRATING MY BDAY (:
and especially S for planning the ' present hunt ' game to find my present
they bought me a chanel foundation :D
home early the next day , which is my bday and had dinner in the evening with my family





















































































went out on 17th with S and Y for job interview for LOREAL .
supposed to go marina mandarin hotel for banquet interview too but gave it a pass
ended up looking at some prom dress and i fell in love with a halter dress
okay , whatever you spell halter in case i spelled wrongly .
we went to far east to do some window shopping and i saw alot of clothes that i liked
hope i could go back to shop soon !
went off to look for baby in the night
stayed at hs house and kept myself occupied whie waiting for him to return home from work
baby was super happy that night cuz he said he felt like we were married
and he love the feeling of me waiting up for him to return home from work .
his mum forgot to get my cake so we din't really celebrate my bday , WTH

















went out with S , Y and my mum to clarke quay to buy prom stuffs on saturday .
i bought my dress , not really in love with it but it's fine
i was just too lazy to scout for better ones -.-
dyed my hair apricot brown in the night and bought contact lenses too .






went to chu shi on sunday with baby and was rather fun .
saw alot of people whom i haven't seen for ages and had a great time playing with them .
the most shocking thing was that i saw SK at the sin dua when we arrive there
took some photos but my cable's with S so i've yet to upload more photos .
stayed at guan for awhile before accompanying baby to work then cabbed home
thanks baby for today , i will remember , it was such a big change in you .

went to meet up with baby today and we had a fun time cooking brunch together
i cook the noodles while he prepared luncheon and some side dishes .
he even suggested to wash the dishes with me .
accompanied him down to work before heading to white sands to meet K
i trimmed my eyebrow today with K and i'm so not gonna do it again .
it's very painful , to ME .
i think there much difference too , sad to say .
again , photos to be uploaded .

i need to go for some training tmr at henderson from 8 to 10 pm with S and F .
i'm working in the IT Fair from this thurs to sunday for Song Brothers
i hope i can hit the sales target (praying) , will be selling laptops .


i haven't showed any recognition about my relationship , so i will now !
i'm back with XU dearest and we're so much better now


you've changed so much ever since the break up .
and you've been doing so much to prove how much you want to change .
i don't regret patching , in fact , i'm elated .
i can't ask for more
the way you dote and pamper me ,
the way you bring me out with your friends ,
the way you laugh at me silly words and acts infront of your friends ,
the way you miss me and talk to me ,
the way you tell me how wonderful it is to have me by your side ,
the way you laugh at my childishness ,
the way you miss me and yearn to hear my voice longer ,
the way you hug me and tell me you wish to see me beside you everyday ,
and the way you talk about marriage to me ,
how could i not love you more than before and thank you for changing for me ?
i never thought my absence for a week plus could cause you to evolve into someone so different
i never thought , your love for me was real .
i never believed how much you cared and loved me .
but after these days that i spent with you ,
i realise you really showed me that i meant alot to you ,
the tears you drop for those nights that i shouted at you , screamed at you
the kind of humiliation you have to put up from me those nights .
i'm sorry i totally lost my cool at you and i vented out all my anger .
i admit i was happy when you said you felt guilty ,
i was happy that i could finally get my words though you .
but still , i'm sorry i made you felt miserable for so many nights .
i know you've been putting up with my attitude and been showing me a great deal of patience
of course i could sense it ,
now , there's a million thigns i wanna boast about you to the whole world
there's a thousand thoughts that i wish i could convey to everyone about this love we share
baby , i don't regret falling in love with you .
i was able to forgive you multiple times , bcause it all comes down to the fact that i love you
remember , my heart's true to you (:




and to my 2 beloved friends , i'm sorry for everything that's been happening these 2 days .
i'm really sorry that i dissapinted you both
still , you both are the people that i cherish most .
i hope we can still be the same and that we won't drift apart .
thanks everything that you both been doing for me .