THURSDAY
studied in school with KH after school , well prelims was bull shit
supposed to wait for dearest to finish lion dance then accompany him to interview
BUT , of course he pangseh again la bodoh , so cool man my boyfriend
waited and waited like dog like that , make me in a lost of duno where and whether to go .
in the end , he ask me go home , tomorrow go interview , knn ._.
din't really talk to dearest at all , no time for us .?

FRIDAY
school as usual and was super disappointed with my core lit paper 1 . LOL
studied with C , R , A , S at the airport today after the vjc talk and lit paper stuffs .
finished my E-maths paper 1 and some geog (:
mr mok msg-ed me ! 3rd time we sms-ed :DDD
and honestly , i can't find a better teacher than him , i talk to him as friend .
mr mok , i will score for my e-maths k , promise !
dearest went back to sleep despite my morning call
and blamed me for not waking him up after that when he's late for work , fuck .
din't talk much except for less than 5 msg-es and a phone call of 2 mins



after you ORD , we haven't really talked
and it's only 3 days after you ORD , we din't really talk for 2 days .
wonderful man , wonderful .
my fault , or your fault ?
did we , or did we not drift apart ?
i love you , still .