E and YH disappeared , totally . and i'm not gona give a fuck
things really put me off , and i can't put them into words , so just whatever it may be .
o's is coming , and i think im really a gone case .
and something that i've been dreaming bout is actually taking place slowly .
and what can i say ? either it'l take me high up , or it'l kill me straight .
but it's only this way , i can know the truth .
and although im afraid , im dying to see what's gona happen next .
and if it goes wrong , i can gladly bring hatred upon us and come back .
not the on the girl , but the guy .
little knows what's been going on , what's with all the plans .
but i know clearly what im going to do , and i hope i don't screw up again .

i feel so small in your life
and whatever happens to me , it's not gona a big thing to you .
and again , i hear what you did for her last time .
and again , i start to lose faith and all that bullshit .
i really hate F , you know that girl ?
i hate you F , i fucking hate you to the core .