MONDAY
i dint blog for days already , and there's something i need to write big big although a bit too late
happy birthday my dearest honey sheena (: i love you many many ah ;D
celebrated her birthday in the concourse and it was rather screwed . quite funny though
cabbed down to find dearest and accompanied him till he left to lian shi .
din't study the whole day .















TUESDAY
studied at the airport with dajie nd did some chemistry .
i ended up falling asleep while studying , and it is damm stupid .
some girl left her phone in the toilet but she came back to take her phone .
her boyfriend shouted at her not to be so careless infront of like us ? -.-
i pity the girl la , what a fierce boyfriend she has , hohoho .
quarel like hell with dear but well , things patched up after that .

WEDNESDAY
studied at downtown east subway with yunica and jem .
did chemistry again cuz was preparing for thursday test , im so damm tired -.-
went in to ehub for the first time and i think im gg back on saturday to study .
jem came my house to study after that while yunica left for the beach .
tired tired tired , very tired these days .

THURSDAY
studied in school today with gwendolyn at the empty classroom beside my class .
slp for like 5 mins then woke up ? what the diaos .
gwen left bout 4.30 and i went back to 4C to slack with the joshua and chunkit .
then joel and kenny came , all of us left for library and stayed there till 6 plus .
bus-ed home feeling super shag again , and i can't seem to gather any energy these days .
i need to pamper myself with my next chill again , damm it .
one per day , see how guai i am now (: but i ain't keeping up with myself .



yes im childish , sensitive , easily jealous and petty .
realise im only like that because it's her ? do you even realise that .
and what makes you think that i don't want to go down beacuse she's there ?
just ask your friends what kind of attitude they give la please .
i'm not one who tolerates people's attitude when the person is not even my close friend .
once is enough , no second time , i've got enough with all these fucking nonsense .
and you actually thought everything was cause of her , but hell NO .
forget it man , fucking just get over it , im so tired of explaining things .
do you know how it feels to wait for your call every night for hours for almost a year ?
my patience is totally running out and my tolerance level is totally gone .
i losing it all , my temper is controlling me but at least i've refrained from saying wrong stuffs




im losing myself , i just want to fag like hell .
i need to give myself a break , and study hard for once .



you said you're fucking afraid when im angry , but i don't think so .
you said we are very unstable these 2 weeks and you're afraid that i would break .
honestly , i don't know what the fuck i want and what the hell im thinking .