i met up with eric today , at my house downstairs .
he's so much more tan and fit now , alot better looking bodoh .
so dun be idiot , you look much nicer when u're tan okay , dumb .
and he keeps showing off his muscles , lols ! so proud la ass .
can you imagine told me he wants tog et a diploma , then degrees and finally masters ?!
i was wow , you sure you the eric i know nots . so damm big change i tell you .
went off after like an hour plus 2 ? yea around there .
he's off to booking in alrd , so kelians ; good luck with your sergeant thing and attendance . hahas
girlfriend ah , kan kai . things are not so bad .
as long as you're there to help him , the condition can improve wan , so cheer up .
i miss spending time with my school friends , gosh i miss them like damm much .
im starting to study and prepare for my prelims and o's this coming tuesday , so shut up .
im in my study mood already , so stop nagging if you're not someone close to me .






ever since friday , i realise how much we drifted apart .
evryday , we would talk like 15 mins most ? and we don't sms at all .
one good night message from me to you , one morning message from you to me .
thats all , for messaging , and a call during the midnight to say you're home then you sleep .
and i realse , i don't miss you much nowadays
simply because i know there's pretty much nothing much i can do .
when i saw you yesterday and i said , you felt like a stranger , i meant it .
how will it feel to see you tomorrow ?





a funy fact : when i type forlorn in yahoo search images
thay gave me alot of dogs looking forlorn , when i was looking for human . LOLS .





if you know crying doesn't help , then get a life .
stop crying like a loser and move on to improve it .