SATURDAY
stayed home the whole and i rot the whole day ?
addicted to chinese song which suits me perfectly :DD

SUNDAY
reached guan at 9 and accompanied dear all the way , crapped alot .
ah wen the cheater bug , ouming the irritating idiot , jaslyn and steph my boday guards .
went down for competition and was rather gan chiong for dear .
they did pretty well ,their score was 8.21 , 8th in the east zone
is very good alrd okay , claps for dearest and ah teck !
went down to chu shi , back to guan , down to kaki bukit agn .
home round 10 plus , freaking shag .



dearest with trophy :D



i won't forget how you apologise to me , telling me you're sorry for what i've been tolerating at home , all the scoldings .
everything is worth it , i thought so .
for the first time in many many months , i teared in the toilet , alone .
i couldnt tell anyone how i was feeling , i din't want any one to see how pathetic i am now .
i couldnt take the stress anymore , you and my parents .
why can't things just go fine with my parents and you ?
scoldings after scoldings , vulgarities after vulagrities from them .
i thought it's fine , it ain't the first time im gg through all this .
before i knew it ; i've crumbled down .
i've tried so hard to work things out , im really exhasted .
honey , do you mind taking over ? i can't take it anymore .