was talking to the canteen auntie today and was surprised that she tiao dang las time .
but she's a christian now ; honestly the future is so hard to predict .
went down to kallang and accompany dear the whole day .
had a mini birthday celebration for ah wee , happy 41st birthday . haha !
only have me , dear , ah bao and huishan .
went over to lux place then back to guan .
dear had fever and flu so i ended taking care of him the whole day .
others came and i left shortly after that .

even though what it was a joke , but im still irritated .
show more care and concern please ; he's sick .





you don't get what i'm trying to put across .
you're selfish , cuz you want to be with you whenever i can .
should rejoice or should i feel dejected ; both in a way always
i walk a lonely street without you here tonight
i've got to pass this week without you , i wonder if you will miss me .
i wish i could control myself from falling too deep into this tale .
i wished for many things , but none of it ; could fulfill my heart now .
all i ever needed , was you to be always there infront of me .


i am selfish
so are you .
i want you 24hours ,
will it ever happen ?