MONDAY
sleep thru the whole day in school and im so tired these days , fucking tired
i may be awake this minute , but next minute i'll be slping already .
i tried to eat things or ask da jie to pinch me , but no use . sadd-ed
cabbed down to find dearest and accompanied him down to kallang .
some cb teacher called my mum and said i've been skipping every single sss (:
wonderful man , but oh wells'
my parent's are sorta used to getting calls from school already ; darn .
din't wait for dearest to call and he's upset , terribly upset that i actually din't wait
i realise how much he has grown to be used to me waiting for him every night .
see ; he took it for granted
with this , he said i've changed ._.

TUESDAY
stayed in shool the whole day and studied abit of sss for thrusday test
flunkedd my chi test today totally .
sleeping while writing leh , and my hand writing , i comfirm that the teacher can't even read
shit it totally man , hais
sorta regret but lol , well it's too late (:
napha tmr and it's gona be a total gone case :D
i'm proud that i din't let my emotions show









things patched up between us , but i know it's no over
months later , it will happen again .
i know you'll never change , i'm finally accepting this fact
i can't ignore the fact that im jealous over those girls , but forget it .
the only thing to prevent all this from happening again , is to not quarel ' anymore
each time when i need you to be there ; you're out with your friends .

i've given up on hoping
i'l count my steps as i walk , i'l learn to stand up myself .


i need to sleep ; im really fucking tired everyday .