my amaths paper 2 is a total gone case , hahaahaha ; pretty expected .
core lit was an anyohow paper , was just eager to finish it .
thanks mr mok for waking me up in time to redo my last question .
was dozing off as i write and i cant even read what i was writing at first , lols .
slacked in school with sheena and yunica till 4 plus ? then went home .
feeling super tired cuz i slept for an hour plus before gg school for my paper .

and today , it's my 11 month anniversary with dearest .
i love love love love love love love love love love love you .









it's not the first , second or third time ; at least the 4th of 5 th time .
and im losing hope in helping you to abstain from it .
i thought after all this time , you'd consider my feelings and reject straight .
but no , despite knowing the consequences , you still went on with it .
if only i was present , you wouldnt have the chance to hesitate .
i would be able to protect you , but no ; i cant .
i feel so stupid tearing over idiotic stuffs .
but seriously , could you understand how disappointed i am .?
and do you how much i hate to see you damaging your health ?
i said i don't mind going down with you .
if you're so gona touch those stuffs again , im gona touch them too .
don't look down on me ; i'll go to the extreme to make you wake up .


baby im really sorry , are you going to leave me ?
no , i cant live without you , how to break ?
no baby , im the one who really really cant don't have you .
baby , are you going to leave me ? honestly .?
no , but im very disppointed , you're giving me empty promises .
baby i promise you this time , i really not going to touch them again .

forgive me one last time please ?

will it still count after 5 years , 10 years ? im afraid to hope again .
yes , i'll not touch them again , for you .