back back from tm and cs in the end . woke up feeeling super tired .
mummy kept shouting and yelling till i buay tahan then wake up .
had breakfast at kopitiam and trim my fringe , too long alrd .
then went off to tam not far east cuz we don't know how to walk to far east and it's v far .
we're lazy (: and we hate crowded places , like mum like daughter .
bought a red top and some acessories , then home . tired lar ==
purposely din't reply dear's msg and he called and scold . lol !
meetign dear tomorrow before i go off to malaysia .
how i wish i can bring him there lars , but hai . time will solve everything !
baby i love you alot alot alot !!

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i havent been a good daughter i know , giving you many problems .
making you cry everytime and having you to tie up all my loose ends .
thanks for accepting my relationship and still willing to forgive all my past .
im sorry for making you cry everytime , having you to go looking for me with daddy
driving all around singapore in the midnight till morning , not sleeping at all .
crying in the night praying i'll be home when you come home after searching for me .
crying each time you hear my voice , after scolding me .
i've been foolish everytime , hating you and daddy over stupid stuffs which ain't your fault .
having you both to go down to school almost everyday that time to meet the teachers .
having daddy to face my fucking ugly principal and vice principle and discipline masters .
not flaring up when i got external and internal suspensions .
ready to sign all my demerit points and buy me a new phone .
ready to accept me despite all the despiceful things i've done .
yes you're super naggy my mum but i won't know what to do if you don't nag .
i won't knopw what to do if daddy don't slam my phone when he exceed his tolerance level .
i lvoe the way my family is now and i don't want others as my parents .
i only want you mrs cheng , as my mummy , and mr goh as my daddy .
there are certainly times you hate me and i hate you .
but i know nothing can replace you both and im happy you both are my parents
i've been a disgrace at times , but still , thanks for accepting me as your daughter .
and this is something i've never had the courage to tell you and daddy face to face
since i came home from that case ,

mummy , daddy , im sorry and i love you both (:
thanks for forgiving me .



and lastly sorry elvin , sorry icer .
and edmosnaho , always in my heart ; it's not over .