back from malaysia ytd and i saw dearest send me quite a no. of msgs . (:
studied ss las minute ytd nite , and manage to skimm through my ss paper .
still not so bad , but if only i remember to bring my book to malaysia , i could study more .
geog was zz , i totally flunk my human geog section ; dammit .
hope the physical part can pull me up .
and my emaths is total gone for tomorrow cuz i dun intend to study :D
pray that i will do well for my core lit paper ;/




it wasnt the first time i left you alone in sg and went to malaysia .
but its the first time we really missed each other like other , this change in you .
prove tat you've become stable and started to devote more .
but 7 + 8 plus months , that's how long you took .
thinking back , i cant belive everything and it's purely scary .
what have you been doing , all those time ?
still , im in doubt of everything .

i hate you girl , i hate you bitch . you know what you did .
i don't know what the fuck you are thinking .
but , i din't expect you to do all those stupid stuffs .
what the fuck is it , or you cant let go .
just like him , i guess .
and im the one . living in agony .