& i know it's all my fault , if only i hadn't reply .
but i kept my promise , not to stay in touch with him after you answered his call .
dearest , im sorry that i talked to him .
i wished nothing happened , i wish things are fine .
& i can only pray , that everyone remains sound .
i love xiao u , yes i love you , only you .
i dun lyk esmond anymore , never again ; i've gotten over it .
& im sorry for all that happended today , thanks for trusting me still :D
i appreciate it , i apreciate your trust & faith in me (:

&& you bloody fucker , if anything happens to me & my bf ,
i'm gona hate you for life , forever .
stay away from us , & there's nothing more to say .
i regret talking to you , fuck you esmond .