friday's cca was a long day , & i don't go for AGM cuz of sss .
megan told me alot of people cried , & rachel yong's speech was touching .
& i missed everything == but i need not bring my full u (:
because its a hassel to prepare the uniform & bring it too school .
went for cca , did some drills & we had a sec4s meeting after that
communication problems , alot . but i want to say thanks to jia min for the pop .
next's week pop , & jia min's the main planner ! :DD
got home around 8 plus , tired but happy for some reasons (:
but super disappointed with dearest , like always ? the same old problems .

went to school during saturday morning .
had breakfast with lijing , sheena & megan at 85 first before heading back for school .
then we choreograph our indian dance , alot of laughter though .
lijing left for a maths , & we begin to slack all the way .
saw GB's p.o.p , & their tradition's pretty cool !
had a flu the whole day & fever at night .
meet rabbit at 85 before cabbing down to jason's house to slack .
bought some stuffs at cheap price at weird places , lol ! ==
then went home with rabbit & jason's company in (; thanks !
got home , bathed & went out with my parents , my dad drove to sembawang camp
& memories came back , sweet ones (:
ate dinner at jurong , & this big kor kor selling rice there keeps asking me if i want to eat
& the worst thing , he keeps calling me xiao mei mei , wth D;
disappointed with dearest today again , nothing much to say .
complained to rabbit in the bus , & he thought i was gg to cry ! LOLS .
then i told him : shen jing bing . haha !
went to tao payoh after that & bought e &a maths book .
mummy bought 2 dresses , a bag for me & super comforatble cushion covers :DD
i realise , it's only when we out or we go overseas , me & my mum w stop quarelling !

sunday is a rest day (: && im gg to stay home & do my work .
dearest is super busy today , & we haven talked since ytd nite . LOLs .



during kindergarden (:



me & megan , slacking .



unintentioned , but pretty (:



stupid stupid



we share chemistry .



(:



this is how spastic she is .



my face looks weird
























& this is a really fat foto of my face !

& it's not the first time we quarel over those stuffs .
stupid stuffs like , placcing friends before me , placing tv before me .
how many times have i got pissed over it .
im finding everything so ironic , bloody pathetic .
& you said you get piss when my temper rise , so im toning down alrigght .
im too lazy to say anything now , let things be it , & let it take as it comes .
you said that you will change , then i wanna see hwo much can you change
you've been sayign all these lines over & over again , but it's juz saying , not doing .
& im always alone , without you , always with my friends , while others are always bfs
when i go with my friends , you get jealous , you control this & that .
nothing's working out , nothing , always stuck in square one , forever .
that's why this relationship is stil stuck in this .. state .
like it always is , everything's first . & im the last one , cuz u took it for granted .
you took it for granted that no matter what , you know i'l still be there .
so it's okay , to pick me up latest , as the last .
this is a total fuckshit , if you really think about it dearest .
sometimes i wished , i've never made a wrong choice & move ,
& sometimes i hope , i'l have the chance to leap , so i can throw everything away .