im unhappy with everything around me . yes very very .
&& why cant i be satisfied with you ; cuz i cant find anything these days .
i love my friends more i guess , my girls && brothers .
they understand me more , && they are always there for me .
i don't tolerate anyone who insult any of my family members , ANYONE .
including my own boyfriend , mark my words .

i've been thinking of us , alot has happened all these times .
7 plus months together , we've been through alot .
confrontations after confrontations , obstacles after abstacles , and
to the extend of meeting my father for a confrontation .
after so long , i can only say , i love you .
i don't know how , i don't know why ,
but why does it matters ? i love you and that's final .
but you ? you always blame me of having thoughts of breakups ,
telling me you really don't wish to let me go , always angry when i talk to other guys .
always demanding me to spend more time with you , call you more often .
im happy being with you , but im tired that i have to juggle my studies when im with you .
always asking me to study hard , but the next moment ,
you would just ask to me to skip this & that to meet you .
and again , when im not with you , who are you with ?
when im in malaysia , what are you doing & with who ?
now that im with you , i don't need other guy friends as long as you stay true .
but , in your case , is having just one girlfriend enough for you ?
or do you still need 10 more concubines .?




a leopard never changes its sopts .
& i'll date like a man , so i won't be played like a bitch , love's a lie .