love , i was so happy that night . when you told me everything .
telling me about how you feel , what you're afraid of , what your mum said .
but love , why does our happiness always prove to be so shortlived ?
can't let me go , can't leave without me , afraid that i will give up on you .
you told me all these all yourself , telling me not to leave you ,
telling me you really want to marry me .
& everytime i would love you madly again , swearing not to give up no matter what .
but the next monent , you would do the opposite of your words .
love , these sweet talks ain't a license for you to make me mad & it's not a pass for forgiveness .
there's a limit to everything ; & slowly , this relationship seems like a game to me .
im thinking ,of my own words
' i guess i can let go of esmond , but i can't let go of eugene . '
does it really count ? somehow , no longer now .
i understood your heart the moment you got angry with my last question that night .
love , enjoys the days that we're together .
because every second , my confidence is fading away .
im tired of trying to win her , trying to be your last romance .
it was never meant to turn out this way .
but love , one thing i want you to know ,
this relationship , you're the one who ruined it , && you left me with the only decision .

dearest love , i've been loving you so much , so much that i really want you .
but love , why do you always betray me ?
why do you love to see my tears so much ?
why do you love me to be angry with you , jealous of you & all ?
it pleases you to see me upset ?
dear , have you really love me with all that you've got ?
darling , let me tell you , what you are giving me now , it's not enough to keep me with you .
not anymore . it's too little , you've been too stingy as time passes by , as months counts .
i've made up my mind .
we don't belong together (:
i'l find my love one day , && i hope you will be with her again one day .
i just need some time && courage to tell you ::
let's end this relationship .

i'll take your words , you'll mark my words .