skip school on monday. acompany dear to chu shi . skool called my hs .
sunday went out to pei dear chu shi also . but suay monday kena caught
fucked up parents . im totally not talking or looking at them .
stupid houose . cant even move to school hostel to stay .
i hate this situation . i want to run away from home . if not for my teachers , bye bye school .
bye bye home , bye studies . hello girl's home if my parents catch me home .
i miss you dear . alot . so badly .

breaking down totally ; crying everynight to sleep .
the only time tears stop flowing ; is sleeping time .
how long more do i really have to tolerate .?
how long moroe does it take to get what i want ; && be able to be with you ?
how much more do i have to go through ?
no longer able to spend a day without being on the verge of tears ,
no longer to spend a day peacefully at home .
how long more do i have to wait before im able to see you again ?
how long will i be able to have you here with me .
how much more torture does it take to go through growing up ?

i'd rather give up everything ; end everything .