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im talking to haru haru now ! :D
went to dajie's hs today to do the eng project . (:
been a funneh day . watching those dumb video by smosh on you tube ,
looking at brother & wifey laming around , jokes by keith ,
eating mac with them & dajie scolding us .!
we did a radio advertisement on condoms ! brand name : okamoto .!
wahaha ! im de director oki ! i did all the script & chose the songs .
keith tot of condoms . so i came up with the advertisements .
so cool . && we finished the whole ting alrd . (:
went dinner with family & came home . :DDDDDDDD
im tired ! jianyu woke me up at 10 . he told me to go prepare !
ask me not to slp anymore . but i fell aslp agn . den 12 he call agn
im lyk omg ! && here's the conversation .
me : omg omgomg ! im late . ehhh !!!
jianyu : uhs ?! u juz wake up !? slp agn ?
me : ya !! omg shit ! i nid go prepare le ! ahh !
jianyu : okok gogo !
me : okok bye bye bye bye !
jianyu : okok bye bye !
so cute right ? jianyu is equally gan chiong as me ! :DDD
hehs . jian yu nv fails to gimme a cor everyday . for long long time .
not lyk my bastard . i dunoe where he died to . he beta not come baq .
fuck him . im stil bloody pissed .
bastard . you never know how worried i am everytym for u alrite .
each tym i cant find . i go running to every person i can cor to find u .
&& then i'l b holding on to my fone , waiting every second
each tym my fone rings , i'l jump , but dao every msg & shout at every cor tat r not from u .
&& when u finaly contact me , i'l b so fucking happy , but angry tat u went missing ?
all cuz im worried for u ? fuck you . y shuld i b so worried ? y torture myself .
i've waited up for u so many times . u ? not even once . fuck you jerk .
evryym i cry for u , u wun noe , my frens wun noe .
u nv noe wad i wan , u dun take de efort to appreciate me , care for me .
fucker . go . go back to her , or other girls . i dun give a fuck .
im tinking , y am i holding on to tis relationship ?
i should join single hood , appreciate ones hu cherish me .
not u . fucker . im leaving you . i've tot it thru for a month .
its enuf ok ? i've been tinkign bout it everyday . 1 mth plus .
im gg to do homework ! i needa hand in compo & jianbao on monday =(
faggot tchers , faggot me . sadded .! but im happy to study agn . weird .?
sorta hav something to keep me occupied . haahs .
my 2008 resolutions ! ::
1 ) get L1R5 >15
2 ) be good student for this whole year . not quarrel with any teachers .
3 ) guailan chiong meilan (: tat fucked up vice principle .
4 ) no more bfs if i break up with xiao u till after my o's
5 ) get my freedom .
6 ) save up $800
7 ) be 50 kg by the end of this year
8 ) buy cosmetics & new clothes
9 ) maintain good friendships with everyone && meet up with others more
10 ) maybe last with xiao u till he ord & be a good girlfriend
11 ) get a camera & a new fone
i hope to achieve some of them . oh wells . (:
i wanna hav a great year ahead ! i wanna hav a good year with everyone .
&& i thought of you again . suddenly . you have good points too u noe .
when you came to find me at downtown , you called me .
i told you wait for me . i haven prepare .
&& i took my tym to prepare , eat then came out ?
you were stading at the pickup point all alone , waiting for me .
&& de moment i saw u , i din even apologise , but asked you for precious .
you din even complain . you were so patient & gentle .
&& that night , you took care of me .
you support me whenever i fell , wiped my mouth when i vomit , && bought food & drinks for me .
& whenever you left me alone for 15 mins to buy something , you never fail to say
wait here ok ? if people approach or disturb you , call me ok ? i'l rush baq .
when i culdnt even walk , you will hold me && stick close with me .
when i was tired , i juz drop dead & you lent me your shoulder .
the way you brush your nose again mine , the way you kiss my cheeks .
i cant forget that special feeling .
i dunoe wad got into you . i dunoe why it ended tis way .
if i hav a retake , i will ans ur cors agns , but play it hard tis tym .
but for now & forever , fuck you , you mother fucking jerk .
i hate you marcus . i fucking hate you .
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