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Profile Lisa Goh 16 November92
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Date: Tuesday, 4 December 2007 08:34
&& no one shall understand wads de truth .
except for her . cuz she's wit me .
&& if i've ans u . tat truth . && if i've said wads on my mind .
wuld u react tis or tat way ? or neither ? && turn disater ?
or if i've lied bout it . fake it out . to make it look so pretty && perfect .
wuld u b mad && turn away ? or wuld u b hapi && went deeper ?
mayb if i've showed it more obvious ?
mayb if you've showed tings more obvious ?
mayb if u aint lyk tis to everyone ? if tats my tinking .
wat if u're lyk tis to everyone . its noting special .
but somehow . i din want it to b special now .
but i want it to b special ltr ?
&& i wanted you to remain tat way till im baq ?
or was it too selfish ? too long ? or mayb never .
but the way it is now . its oni me now .
its u las tym . y cant we b lyk tis together ?
&& mayb ; i wuld hav enuf courage ?
been long since it was lyk tis . && we never said anyting .
we were never able to confront .
cuz there's never a correct time .
ots either u or me . everytime . everybody .
him her him her him her . tats how it was ?
but cant it b me && you && tats it ?
juz no one else ? && u showed me dat difference .
dat onli difference to make trust ?
i've never trusted much guys . except . him && him . not even him ? but now . mayb u ?
i wanted to . i never did . but gg to ?
i want water to flow rite infront of u . i wan to feel tat hug rite now .
&& if onli we both hav de rights .
&& if oni we both culd .
&& if oni we both wanted it .
somehow ; the situation now . it changed .
its not u now . its me now .
hwo i wished . it was oways u .
or rather . i wish , for dose words , dose sentences , dose questions .
tis tym . i'l give u a different ans .
if i culd c dat differnce ; if i culd blieve .
&& its so screwed .
stay tis way ; till i can ? will you b able to .


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