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i aint recovering at all form my op ==
it hurts lyk fuck ? LOL . thank god for painkillers .
i need painkillers for fuck sake . im pissed uh .
damm my throat . i cant turn my neck properly ?
plus i cant eat alot of tings
i've been slping my days off . sian-ed
worst ! im not allowed to b in contact wit precious ?
till i've fully recovered . BUT . i tink i can go chalet ! :DD
i'l b well by tat tym i hope . o.o
life's a bore now . nothing for me to do .
im bored of friendster . ! LOL .
sister pei-ed me de whole day ytd uh . hahas .
slacking at my hs . calling up pl to deesiao .
msn conferenced wit dennis ; baobei & sister .
hahas . & miss baobei ahs !
beeeeeeeeeny ! uhs . i forget to cor him agns ==
&& surprisingly , jonathonn msg me ?
plus , danny msg-ed me too ? uh .
zz . but all at wrong tym . cuz i was gg to slp .
&& i din get to slp properly . till mum came in && take my fone
LOL . den she off it . but i turned it on agns .
im in a bad mood everyday . cuz my throat hurts .
my neck & back a sore . fuck it siol .
&& im so arghss . wadeva . & i haven talked to darling .
sads . hope to c him soon . && hopefully , he's not in rtc .
then , go down to shop dere pei baobei slack .
hope to c others soon too uh .
gg to sister's hs for x'mas . yups . on 25th .
24 th ? hopefully countdown wit frens & all .
26 th ? mayb wit him && others .
somehow . none of de dates has to do wit him .
i realised . not much diff anyways .hereor nt here .
used to it :DDD tats de way ?
but i finding tings ironic . lyk shit .
im slowly getting anti social huh .
i oni wan baobei & darling & dear & girls ?
for de outside ones . lesser troubles .
ah hock kor ! hahas . long no c & tok uhs . tkcs ;D
&& i was pissed wit our communication .
you juz dun see wads wrong rites ?
&& de moment i told u , u flare up .
so its my fucking fault agns ? or wad .
is my part tat im sensitive or ur part tat u're insensitive ?
LOL . fuck it siol . stop yelling at me . ihate you .
u ask urself frankly ; is it ur best ?
compared to las tym . i fucking dun blieve .
it aint as bz as u made tings look lyk alrite .
i've gt a fucking brain. && fucking hell my brain's stil working .
operation's on my throat , not my brain . FUCK .
&& u started yelling at me 1st , wit fuck .
i din start ok . && hu says girls cant get vulgar ?
im vulgar when im pissed ok . fuck .
not happy ? HANG .
im used to it too . de way u hang & i hang . hwo nice uh .
im telling u . de problem lies in you . not me .
i hate it . de way everytime u try to cover .
cover all dat fuck shit crap up . fine . go .
i hate to cover . or juz forget it . I FUCKING HATE IT .
so im juz pure unreasonable uh . to juz get it out ,
confrontation is a sin ? WOW . cb .
&& to tink u asked her ? NICE ONE .
u've got a damm good fuckign big brain .
i've got simply no comments .
yea yea . nxt tym , everyting , ask her to do ok .
dun ask me to help u anymore .
I MIND . dun tink im stil as big gas as las tym alrite .
im fucking small gas & unreasonable now .
&& dun cor me tat . i've changed my name . LOL .
in case idiots tell tales . fuck .
&& tis is my fucking blog . im de owner alrite .
i've gt de rites to say wad i wan here .
&& especially , express my fustrations .
i dun nid kp kia , to go tell de party , tat im scolding here .
LOL . if u wan to b such a good ' messenger ' go ahead uh .
i FUCKING dun give a damm .
&& i show u , girls can get vulgar too . FUCK .
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