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im back ffrom malaysia ! ;DDDDDD
&& sorry to my friends for not informing tat im off . hehs .
i din go mia ! no worys (((:
alot of stuffs happened before i went off though .
skool's re openeing soon ! no running away from home .
im gona study soon . sooooon . getting my head burried in my books .
&& i haven touched my homework yets .
who cares lars . neh neh . skool reopen slowly return ;D
i hate 2007's christmas . it sux ==
i eat slp watch tv whole day oki . nothing more .
at most , cam whore with my bestest cousin .
thats all ? not even a small bbq or some beer . shit it .
ok lars . i had KFC round midnite . when it juz turned christmas eve .
wanted to go shopping . but din aso .
juz bought an eyeliner && mascara . tats all .so much for shopping .
zzzz . im practically hating to travel out of singapore nowadays .
cuz not in singapore = no hp , no com , no contacts .
v sad de ah . FUCK .
&& some one once asked me .
why do you always act so tough && strong ?
why do you always act as if nothing happen when you know you want to cry .
what makes you think that i won't know you feel worst than anyone .
why do you always think that everyone is the same ?
why do you always talk like that .
why cant you give me a chance to prove that im different .
&& now i can kindly && confidently reply :: cuz you're juz one of them .
if a girl doesnt know how to be tough ,
&& that she always crumbles whenever something happens .
the girl will just die && she won't survive for fuck's sake .
that's all . now you know why i behave that way . thank you .
&& bastard . thanks for letting me realise that i stil love xiao u .
thx for giving that fucking nightmares uhs (:
&& its been 4 days since it happened .
i cant walk out of it . I JUZ CANT ALRITE FUCKER .
fine . its my fault that i trusted you . CAN NOTS .
seriously . i don't wish to remember that fucking care && concern .
&& all that fucked up lies you told me .
keep it to another girl alrites ?
but still , i havta thank you for making me stronger .
thanks arhs bastard .
&& dear , i saw your msgs .
&& thanks for forgiving me bout wad happen that nite .
i realised that i stil care a whole damm lot for you .
but dear . im so sorry for eveything .
even if you forgived me , but it sorta came too late for me .
i need to put an end , yea ?
&& sister , thanks for helping me for all dose stuffs .
i remember all the stupid stuffs we did together .
nxt yr things will go according as plan yea .
HAHA . && nxt yr christmas is gona crazy XD
&& baobei . thx for coming down that nite .
reali appreciate it (:
&& beeeeeeeeeeeny !! saw ur msg too . :DDDDD
thx for all de care && concern you gave also .
thx for being here ! (:
&& to my girls , sheena , wifey && many others
i love my friends ! :DDDDD
always with me & everything . thx alot !
the matured && super sensible ones (;
dearest i love you so much .
so much that im willing to die for you if you want me to .
but im sorry dearest . cuz certain stuffs happened .
i cant hold my head up && look into your eyes ,
&& say i love you once again .
take cares my loved ones && friends .
my name changed .
my character , not exactly the same anymore
i've said my part . i've thought enuf .
need to take a break . MIA .
stop drop roll . shot , PANG , dead .
gone .
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