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there's this girl . her relative's fren is my mum's fren
&& apparently , she noes bout me && xiao u .
fuck siol . wads more ; my mum noes a great deal now .
she noes tat dere's tis 19 yr old guy ; he's in ns .
&& he has tis link wit me .
he's a timer . && a ah beng .
they said he was bf . which apparently i havta deny .
but fuck it . my mum noes so much now .
knn . im lyk stunned that she's able to noe so much .
wadeva la . && she said , tat girl noes xiao u .
&& xiao u was de one hu told her bout all these stuffs .
im pissed . fucker . why am i always the one who havta wrap tings up for u .
had chem paper today . slpt thru it .
left an hour earlier . LOL . i did lyk less than 20 questions i tink .
slpt for round 40 mins ? so i oni did 20 mins of paper .
LMAO . was wit daryl ; jollin ; cheryl ; sister .
then da jie came . went to her hs wit sister .
went off early && went home to slp :D
&& i had tis dream . is a super bad omen .
i dreamt bout crows .
i dreamt tat i saw 3 dead crows , wit blood , being tied on my ceiling .
&& the size of de crows , are lyk larger than me ? ==
&& there's tis dead girl bside .
another crow was using its beak to fuck her ==
&& for no reason , i asked , is the girl dead ?
a guy replied yes .
then i asked . is de crow fucking her ?
the guy replied yes again .
fuck siol . is lyk 4 crows , 3 are dead ++ a dead girl .
im lyk wtf ? or is de omen for me && him ==
cuz is getting harder && harder to hide stuffs from my mum .
fuck la . screwed up . everyting aso tell daddy . cb .
i tot ; my life w b beta now , if im able to do well in my studies nxt yr
i tot i'l have my freedom . cuz i've threw tots of joining gang away .
&& i haven been doing any wrong ting . but fuck .
they juz havta hump on de 'guy' topic ?
fuckin cb seh . ahh wadeva la .
been toking alot to yong xiang ; xiaoxin ; ilex && others .
ivan asked for patch . complicated .
but me && him , frens always .
i dunoe wad de heck is on my mind .
i shall stuff bio into it now . LOL .
&& i seriously hope tat girl stops telling news to my mum .
i noe its for my own good . but u're screwing me up .
i'm having tots of running away from home agn .
if i cant solve tis damm problem .
mayb i shuld run . but skool's reopening .
im having throat operation soon . fuck .
i can skip the operation :DD
bye bye to my supposedly peaceful life .
thx to you , ur words , everyting's gone . my hard work .
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