it'l be gone . sooner or later . && i'l b beta .
Date: Saturday, 24 November 2007

21:20
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went out wit mum to shop at amk in de end . ytd nite though bought tis top for $30 . wanted tog et tis dress wit tis jacket . but its lyk almost $100 saw another top wit tis jacket - lyk - ting . aso bout $100 fuck siol . if oni i earn $1000 per month :DDD im left wit 100 ++ ? beta save it to go shopping at bugis . plus ; i shall save up all my pocket moneyyyyyyy . LOOOOL . helped bro look for his prom clothes . baobei msg-ed me (: cuz i wasnt on9 tat nite . hahas . was tryign on clothes then saw his msg . miss u baobei ! :D then i realise ah long text me too (: was msg-ing beeeeeeeeeny && sister all de way . then ah xiang called me . HAHA . he was feeling emo ytd . so pei-ed him tok . love sux la . i juz hate it . lamao . then dear called me . left him to conference wit cheryl & me . but i hang up . havta call beeeeeeeny (: cuz i cant msg anymore . went home to give beeeeeeeny && baobei a cor :D chatted wit beeeeeeeny for round 30mins ? yeeep . den wit ah xiang . haha (: sister ah ! y msg him half way then fall aslp ! haiyo . i miss gf ! waiting for her chalet nia . hehs . dear was telling me his conversation wit ' the girl ' on ICQ . so dumb la . but dere's sth he duno && i noe (: haha ! then . shirley said hi . && we started talking . she text=ed me earlier bout my blog . so i went to her blog ! :D read all her post to dear . hahs . cuz i dun feel lyk toking much to him . so i decided to read everyting to him . take it dat we're chatting == he felt guilty or mayb he miss her ? yea so he went to text her . && he asked if he can text her . retarded . dear . from months ago ; have i ever controlled u in anyting ? have i ever said no to anyting ? i've oways given u total freedom . to do everyting go out wit girls ; make new frens on friendster . adding my friends && toking to dem on msn wifout me noe -ing == flirting wit girls outside ? i close an eye to everyting u do . && im tellng u . one more mistake u make . i wun tink anymore . cuz i no longer hav brain jiuces for u .LOL . chatted wit shirley awhile . yup . then i went off to slp . was suppose to wait for darling to come baq . but i too tired liao la ! darling ccame on9 today ! lol . cuz he's rarely on9 && he started to nudge me && stuffs . miss him ! :D
im stil closing an eye to ur actions . i hav a limit to all my actions ; u noe it too . u noe i dun flirt or do anyting wrong ever since we patch . but u juz havta do de opposite ? ahh wadeva la . cuz now . soooner or later ; we'l brk up . so i dun give much a damm anymore && sooner or later ; u'l juz start to betray me agn . i noe u too well my dear . but prove me wrong ? dumbfuck . retarded fuck shit .
i've memorised your number ; so why can't i make the call ?
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