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today's re exams ! a maths today arghs . i slpt thru my paper . literally ; i din do de whoel paper . juz abit here && dere hehs . i got an hour plus of slp ! ((: was talking wit mavis lover ; cheryl ; brother ; daryl ; da jie ; wifey they noe bout wad xiao u did . yea . he's so bastard . went up to library to use com . then was shouting wit mum on de fone ; cai lao shi pulled me out to talk == tcher :: parents are different . the more agitated u are ; the more they suspect so play it cool . dun shout . talk properly . lisa :: ok , i'l play it cool . thx tcher hehs . hwo nice of her la acutalli . she helped me . so went to munchy's ; den go tam pei mavis peirce her ear . got cheryl to come over ; then i went home . && play it cool :DDD i din shout or wad ok ! but i was losing my cool ! but it turned out alrite (: was msg-ing wit shirley . talked alot ; xiaoxin pei-ed me msg in de nite to make sure i was okay :DD love my baobei (: hehs . haven told jerald bout it . i'l juz get scolded i tink == zzz . im not gona study for both maths paper . im juz gona concentrate on others . oh wells .
&& i said before ; i left esmond for you && im fucking regretting it now i shuldnt hav picked you over him yea , i deleted our pictures . i changed everyting . i waited && waited till im getting sick . if u've told me earlier ; tings wun hav gone so bad . too bad ; u made me look so ugly in front of others . hey . i hav frens . i maynot noe as many people as u do . but is enuf for me to get alot of news . wad u've done ; u've tried to hide . too bad . i was in a more ugly position . de gril came for me alrite . u jerk . y din u say anyting when i put her in our call . she cried ; u heard it . now u noe hwo much u've hurt her. she's not de first girl we quarelled over . she's de 3rd one .to tink i've tolerated till de 3rd girl . drugs ; gangsterism ; flirting . i've had enuf . u wan die ; u go die . dere's noting much more to say now . i've given enuf ; i've waited enuf ; i've forgived enuf . u stil haven changed . u shuld noe . i told shirley ; go get him . i hope u'l love for her . && stop ur bastard ways . no point finding me ; begging me .
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