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fuck siol ! im sacrifcing my day tmr .
cheryl ! im staying home for u . :DD
touched not ! im not gg out tmr lars . so come anytime .
i shall go out on friday . lols .
making IC finallllllly on thurs ==
but wit my dad . fuck ? cuz i hav noting to tok wit
&& we oways feel so awkward .
packed my rooom today .
threw away lots of stuffs today . saw my letters from my cousin
somehow ; i wished i nv grew up ; den me n my cousins .
i wuld b able to c dem . every week ? play wit dem
its been 6 yrs plus since i las saw any of my cousins in sg .
i haven seen any of my aunty or uncle of my father's side for 6 / 7 yrs .
adults do quarel ey ? yea . && the child havta b pulled down .
money ? is it so fucking important tat u can betray everyone ?
if u wan money ; i'l go rob de bank && throw it all in ur faces ;
&& if i do tat ; culd i juz mit up wit my cousins juz once ?
someday ; if i bump into my cousins ;
i wun even noe its dem . how the fuck wuld noe ur faces ?
i cant remember their faces now . except for hers .
i nv had such a close relative b4 , except for my younger cousin ; chelsia .
so fucking close . but parents ; family ; conflicts tore us away .
u wrote letters to me . i stil kip dem (:
&& the gifts u gave to me . i stil hav dem in good condition :DD
cousin chelsia ; will dere b a chance for us to mit agns ?
will stil remember me ? && how do ur voice sound lyk now ?
sister came my hs today .
funneh lars .alot of stuffs ==
talked to baobei today (: hahas .
he said some stuffs . && it made sense
i wanna mit u soon agns ! tkcs !
&& mister patched wit his ex ! ahah las long mister ! :D
talked to baby too . hahas .
&& darling's stil missing . LOL .
dear's in outfield for 4 days . from monday . til thurs . lala .
i cant contact him .
but i chatted wit wifey && cheryl on msn ytd .
talked bout lotsa stuffs .
i've set my mind (:
i dun give a damm bout compatibility .
my current aint compatible too .
can u trust me ? once more .
las tym ; its oways me hu lose trust in u .
trust me agn ? i hav our pics .
i hav all our our conversations . from 701 til now .
tu amor . cry on shoulder . i remember . yes i do .
i hate quarelling wit u .
everynite we tok ; im juz afraid tat we w quarel . ?
yea i noe its my fault . but i reali din tok to him ytd .
juz for tat . i reali din lie . ?
& im no longer revenging . im no longer hating u .
can u get de tot tat im revenging u of ur mind ?
pls ? till then we w tok happily . ?
aivn?
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