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i had full bridging today == && it wasnt so bad . but im tired . started wit chem ; was in mrs lam's class . LOOL . i din doze off . cuz she's funneh . hehs . ' everybody , boys & girls , students ' she oways calls us by dat . how childish lar . had eng , chi , maths && lit . && i asked lily koh ; how do u handle a student lyk frederick ? ms koh :: i tot him eng && lit . && he oni pass dose 2 . fred :: yaya . dun show off ! i hav talent . ms koh :: den tell me y u fail tis yr when i nv teach u ? fred :: .... shit . HAHAA . ok tats all == retarded brother i hav . LMAO . went off home str8 after lessons . during my brk , was chatting wit daryl , cheryl , jollin . talked bout dat taiji agns . && i came to my decision . im not gonna help clare anymore . cuz im so irritated wit tis matter . && i realised . i shuldnt even hav helped in de 1st place . && people . tis matter . clare's fault was bigger than peiqi . not oni me tot tat way . seriously , clare was able to get her way cuz everyone pitied she was beaten . i din wanna say anyting cuz i was damm fucked up over tis matter too sian to get involve further . im not interested to say much . but all i can say . i've decided to leave de matter as it is . wadeva tat happens nxt , i dun wish to get involve . not tat im scared . but im reali sick of it . imagine how much i havta help u 2 ? how much i went all de way to help settle stuffs ? i got betrayed & stuffs . LOOL . fuck siol . clare . tkc . i feel so much better now (: i noe clare's gona scold me bitch && wadeva . but i cant b bothered . cuz im sure . everyone hu noes de details , i mean de correct details . will noe tat i was de one hu din back out . i faced de whole fucking ting . so now , i'l relac on tis matter . peeps ; its high tym u all stop misunderstanding peiqi now she is being framed for de whole ting . yea . clare pushed de blme to me n her . not peiqi push it to me n clare . but i muz say ; peiqi backed out too . tis is to show tat im not siding anyone . but i tink ; i shuld say out de truth .
went home early && got onto studying . re exams == i dun wanan fail . or i havta stay till 5 . LAMAO i went to jog today ! ran 3 rounds ; 50 sit ups ; 30 push ups . i feel accomplished XDD i m waiting for chalet ! && im gone ton wit dear on fri nite ! i tink so . hehs . i miss him !! its been so damm long since we ton . pei dear till sat afternoon den i jiu go chalet . den is fren's tym ! i shall go find ah lam darling , xiaoxin baobei . xiaoyann gf ; meis' ; && my baby! wahhas (: BUT . i wanan get my white && red skinnys . && im stil waiting for da jie to pass me de cosmetics . AHH . im short of money now . darn . i hope mummy give me alot of money agns . talked wit yixiu . ok . tats rather strange . but yepp . was toking bout poly && soccer . talked wit jianyu , he wants to help my chem !
tears started agns . how long hav it been lyk tis ? how many lies ; how many betrayal ? how much changes do you stil wana undergo ? dear ; go baq to las tym . all tis randomness ; i had enuf . its time to act cleverer . stop fooling around . cuz u noe ; i hav limits . && im no longer steady .
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