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bridging && more bridging . im having 6 bridging now . every single sub . except for my ss & geog . how tiring can tis get ? its not holiday hello ?! fuck siol . but i dun havta take chi paper . hehs . && im taking chi o's tmr . LOOL . i cant b bothered lars . im so bloody tired . went jogging today agn . did de same stuffs . nothing much nowadays . i haven been out . dmam de skool for all these lessons . it kills the mood for shopping . tmr i hav bridging till 1.20 . havta go for my chem after my o's . im so stressed == . den i hav rifle shooting at 3 . slack for hours ? LOOOL . nvm . i wanna shoot ! talked to esmond ytd . if i hadnt talked to him in de first , i guess we wuld stil b together now . 4 months plus ? if i hadnt changed , if we met up more , if we had more tym . tings wun b de way it is now . we wuld stil b happy . stil loving .im stil de one u love most . juz 2 wks ago , u were stil so nice . telling me tat u're waiting . && all dat stuffs . but u changed ytd . i told u how i felt . u felt happy ? cuz u finally got ur revenge ? yea. u've got wad u wanted . now im de one suffering? now i noe , wad i put u thru tat tym . im sorry . xiaosun called me today . something happened . fuck siol . iw as intending to gomit him up wit cindy on sat den now all tio case . ah fuck it all . xiaosun my bestest old fren . always dere for me whenever something heppen to me & bf . i stil remember u mia form me when i was ah xiang but always popping out when me n him quarrel . hahas . i miss the old tyms :DD but hell now ? u're in trouble ? i cant fucking cant help u at al in tis case . damm it . if im a lawyer . i'l help u get thru it . dmam de bloody fucking skool principle . north vista . ahh dam it . im hoping u n cindy w b safe . god . chatted wit xiaoxin baobei . yea . he's always v nice to me :DD always dere for me . always cheering me up . not forgetting jerald darling ! oways super doting too :DD && jingjie baby ! XDD always enlightening me . thx ! oh wells ; its 3rd month today . how nice . we said to celebrate once every 3 months . now u're lyk slping ? u din even remember de day ? ok nvm . then wad ? u din bother to do anyting aso . seriously , i fucking too lazy to expect sth from you . && im fucking irritated . wadeva . frens so hell important ? up to you . i'l treat my gans beta now . i'l start to kip in touch wit dem now . i'l love my girls more . fuck fuck fuck siol . all i can say is damm . wad i do hav on 3rd month ? greetings from my girls & baby ? but not from you == . how retarded . eng sing's telling me treat it as a test . but how many fucking tests hav i been thru wit u ? nid me to list it out ? hwo many tests u wan ? i've enuf papers to deal wit . 6 subjects papers . i dun nid anymore from u . hell dear ? read all tis ? i juz dun fell lyk toking to u now . nvm . im attitude . im wadeva . im too petty . im complaining alot . i've changed . i'l smack u if u say tis to me . DARN .
all i can tell you . i love you more than esmond more than even weilun . so can u fucking appreciate ? the fact tat i've not played since i patched wit u ? && im stil loving u alot now . listen to potential breakup song . damm . i've run out of words to say to u . how pathetic . im losing all my patience. but im tinking , shuld i blame myself on everyting ? cuz , my mind's not accepting matters now . u've gt me wondering . 3007 or 2406 .
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