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hey hunks && babes ;
ytd was a saturday (:
went to wan lings's hs for cca stuffs
but i ended up slacking ;
&& her mum bought so much food
but too bad we ordered mac ;
so we cant digest anymore ,
&& we talked , talked , played .
hehs ; we did dumb stuffs on msn .
wit my girls!
then i realised something shocking ,
wan ling lived right beside esmond workplace!
i was lyk omg!
i phoned him ; askign if he's dere .
but he had off day ytd .
damm it ; i wanted to c his new look
den he said he'l come down & find me .
cuz i din wan to go hougang .
true enuf , he waited at his workplace for me .
but de wrong one ==
me && lijing were rushing for tym ;
so ended up , he din wan to come to mit us anymore.
cuz even if he cab here ,
i wuld oni spent lyk 45 min wit him?
zzzz . he noes everyting too well ;
i sorta missed de way tings were recently ;
i aint suppose to .
im suppose to miss him . not u .
but hell yea? look how dissapointing it is .
ppl been asking me ;
heyy , y nowadays nv hear bout u n him le ;
y nowadays i nv c u so bz wit ur fone le ;
y nowadays u dun look so good ;
y nowadays i seldom hear u babbling bout u both ;
y nowadays u both nv mit up le ;
y nowadays he change so much ;
imagine facing all these questions from ur close frens ;
it reali helps u to reflect on how bad tings r now ;
&& cuz u hav different frens ;
dey dun help u in looking at things ;
LOL . oh && i hate girls hu step ah lian ;
juz cuz im wearing jeans & a t shirt ;
&& i may look v guai ;
it doesnt license anyone to diao me ;
fuck tat bloody bitch hu diao me;
juz cuz i said :: excuse me?
hey im being freaking polite ;
LISA GOH is bloody being polite to u bitch ;
&& u returned wif an unfriendly glare?
oh hell to you . & mum 's beside me ,
i cant possibly do anyting .
damm tat girl ; she's below average ;
she dosent hav wad it takes to even b ah lian ;
LOL . din buy anyting ;
but i spotted some cardigans ;
im broke ; so i din bother ;
went home && change into my night dress!
hahas. it feels airy . LOL .
but its nice u noe ! (:
i watched :: let's go to prison
a movie tat yuni lend me .
its pretty funneh . hehs .
life in america prison is damm bad lar .
omg . dey kill one anther ;
&& they even hav gangs inside .
how retarded .
slpt real late . cuz i tried to wait up .
den he called , to say he's home
for a whole day we oni chatted for 4 mins?
pathetic eyy . i dunoe y .
woke up tis morning . a sunday!
feeling horrible . not feeling well .
throat's giving a lot of problems .
mum wan me to go shop wit her .
but she changed when she saw me so uncomfortable .
hehs . so i stayed home ;
wit another dvd . :: 1408
a thriller :DD i'l go watch now!
&& i've been running away from everyting .
so what if i've appeared tough ;
they expected me to cry long tym ago ;
expected me to broke down long tym ago ;
rections i get :: omg la u crazy . how u tolerate?
y r u giving in everytym ?
u hatva complain more .
u complain too little .
stop keeping quiet && accept everyting .
but hey ; where do i start?
i realised tat i aint solving .
i juz realised how afraid iw as whenever problems appear
but i feign ignorance ;
to look as if i din bother ;
juz to look strong ;
but hav u ever wondered how many millions stuffs r in my mind?
nope ; u're too bz living in ur world now .
tat u' oni call me to tell me ur whereabouts when dere's a nid
&& poof! u're gone .
then i'l b doing wad i did everynite .
wait up for you .
heyy . im reali sick of it.
i dunnoe how long i can take tis .
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